Sorry for the lack of posting the last week. Unfortunately I have been having some problems with my blog which I am trying to sort out at the moment, but it doesn’t help when my email is also down. I had posted the other day about reaching 1500 Youtube subscribers, but the post [...]
In memory on my son, Elliot…
I’m feeling rather tired at the moment. The last few weeks have been draining, dotted with the odd day off here and there. Not really enough time at all to completely recharge especially when on most of those days I’m running around trying to cram in everything I can’t do when I am [...]
Australia day. And nothing says Un-Australian on Australia day than having to work. Not saying that we are a nation of slackers, but it is the Australian way to have the odd day of bludging here and there, where all you do is sit back, fire up the barbie and have a few beers with [...]
What really is a moment of clarity? Is it when all the pieces fall into place that we experience this as we can see the wrong doings of our past, or is it when things become so shattered that we bleed ourselves on the fragments to see the ultimate truth that nothing that we [...]
Once again it seems like it has been forever since I last posted, thanks to a lack of Internet access, being in between dwellings and that chaotic phase of the year we call Christmas. Life has been so flat out of late, I am surprised that everything I see and experience doesn’t just whirl [...]
Once again I feel like I have been slack in writing. Every time I have had the chance I have been getting myself too caught up in other random net activities such as Twittering and playing games on Facebook. I guess you could say I’m a bit of and addict to the two of them. [...]
I have almost lost count as to how many times I have tried to write this post over the last 24 hours, each time being a different emotion, a different angle and idea. That is how it is for me, a full spectrum of random feelings fracturing over time. Now, I am just on the [...]
The last few weeks have been pretty emotionally hard for me. I’ve been battling pretty hard with my depression and bipolar so I have been quite a mess, making just the everyday seem like an impossible task. It has been pretty hard of my Chicken too seeing me like this and not really knowing what [...]
I started at my new – old job last Monday at JB. I say new – old because I used to work there 10 months ago but left after my other job (Coles) offered me more hours, which was good while I had the hours. But like with most supermarkets, it seemed that profits were [...]
…There’s a silence surrounding me…
And it haunts me. No matter the crescendo in my head, I am left cloaked in the silence of uncertainty, left in that cold and dark place where unspeakable possibilities manifest into torturous nightmares. Where idealistic fantasy is shattered into dark crimson shards that echo tears of suffering into the night. [...]
The last week seems to have been full of chaotic ups and downs for me. I’m leaving one job this Sunday to start another on Monday. I also feel like I have been on a busted emotional rollercoaster, just not being able to handle everything else being thrown at me. Been having problems sleeping again,with [...]
Everyone loves hearing the whole, “A great man/woman once said…” deal, but if they were all so great and so wise, then how come the World isn’t a better place from following their lead? Maybe they weren’t so great after all. Or maybe we aren’t as great as we think. There are all these ideas [...]
