I have almost lost count as to how many times I have tried to write this post over the last 24 hours, each time being a different emotion, a different angle and idea. That is how it is for me, a full spectrum of random feelings fracturing over time. Now, I am just on the verge of drunkeness and seem to have lost almost all idea of my intention to write. All I feel like I can do is ramble in riddles that cascade through my mind, dyslexic in my thoughts and my ability to portray them in a way that someone normal – someone whom is not me, may understand them. I am lost to myself… I feel such a cuffufle of emotions, I am down because I feel unattractive and unwanted yet I am overwhelmed with happiness because I feel that I am so loved. I feel like I am at a point of nothingness and meaningless repetition in my life, but I also feel as if I am on the verge of an unforseen change of beautiful proportions… I am torn between my two side… My real self and the person I play to have any kind of grasp upon reality…
I have been playing around with my next tattoo design, one which I hope to tattoo myself. It is an Om symbol, to be tattooed on my ankle. The infinite sound of the Universe, the ultimate of all and everything that is, has and ever will be, I thought it only a perfectly fitting tattoo for me and my ideals. I hope to tattoo it this weekend. Eventually I would love to add a pink lotus to the background, caressing my ankle its grace. It will only be the second proper tattoo I have done myself, and even though my first is not perfect – it is much better than a lot of others I have seen so I am hoping it will turn out well.
What a great word cuffufle Im bring that word to America, lol. I also the the Om symbol!!
can I put your Tattoo video in my Hello News
Sure. If you could also post a link back to my blog – http://xlindsaywx.wordpress.com – then that would be great. You can find the codes to embed the videos on my YouTube Channel – http://www.youtube.com/user/xlindsaywx
Tom Cruise have dyslexia and yet he is still a very successful actor.:*~
my sister has dyslexia but she can live a very normal life eventhough she can’t read that much~*.
dyslexia can affect anyone of use but this disease is not very debilitating anyway“`