The last few weeks have been pretty emotionally hard for me. I’ve been battling pretty hard with my depression and bipolar so I have been quite a mess, making just the everyday seem like an impossible task. It has been pretty hard of my Chicken too seeing me like this and not really knowing what to do – and it makes me feel worse knowing that I am doing that to him. I love him so much and he is my World to me, I hate that I am hurting him by hurting myself. It’s as if I keep spiraling out of control, but I am trying to get back on the right path. It seems so fucking hard but it will be worth it. I just need to find things to hold onto, to give me some kind of hope, even if it is just the little things. I just need to keep being as strong as I can.
On a more positive note, I have been playing around with my new camera and decided to film my two new friends – Misa and Mellon Chollie the mice. This is my first full HD video so I hope you enjoy it. As always, please subscribe to my blog in the top right and to my YouTube Videos HERE. You can also follow me on Twitter HERE
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Enjoyed your HD Video – I purchased a Nikon D90 recently and have been looking for a project to use it with I find your writing etc inspiring Thank you Ian (New Town)
Thanks Ian. I know what you mean about trying to find a project. You almost want to film/take photos of everything, but then it doesn’t seem to do the cameras’ abilities justice to film any old thing. I dunno, that what it feel like for me at times. Anyways, do you mean New Town as in Hobart, Tasmania? Lol, if so it goes to show what a small place we live in, even with the huge “World Wide Web”.
Hi Lindsay yes that has been my experience also I am keen to justify the expense of purchasing my first DSLR – a few weeks ago I took it off “Auto” for the first time, bought a book ‘D90 for dummies” and now am really starting to use the camera as intended.
I genuinely enjoy reading about your experiences – Yes I am in New Town Tasmania – tiny world eh? Ian